I swear I've fallen madly in love with this woman...she is SUCH an inspiration to me and JUST read her recent entry about Febuary being Radical Self Love month!!
it is something that I have struggled with all my life..as most of you, my dear freinds know already. My weight, my height, my boob size, my face, my shape...there's always SOMETHING I constantly gripe about on a daily basis.
so..I have decided to go to rehab...stop saying no no no.....and LOVE MYSELF!!! HOO RAH!!!
This isn't going to be an easy task and I don't want to get to the point where I mistake self love for over confident snobby stuck-upness...that would be scary and counter productive. I want to be able to look in the mirror everyday and say " DAYUM!" not " damn....." if u know what I mean.
I want to be able to make friends with girls and not compare myself to them..loathing what I have too much or not enough of ( can you believe I even obsess over my collar bones?..it's insane!) and most of all..I want to be able to establish relationships with the opposite sex...without blaming myself or my looks if something goes wrong with that relationship. I know this process is gonna be long...and I may slip up and eat something and gripe for the rest of the day about eating it..or glare at a girl and wish I looked like her....the cycle is deadly.
Gala..you are my heroin..I'm SO excited for what you have in store..and I can't wait to do my homework ( for once I'm Excited about homework!!)
RADICAL SELF LOVE MONTH WOOT WOOT!!
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